I just realised that I am no good confronting conflicts that involve the people I love. I mean, don't get me wrong, I will kick, scream, and fight my way out of my own conflict (at least in theory, I haven't had the chance to actually be in an actual conflict that would need me to be physical) but if it's conflict that a family member or a dear friend is in, it makes me anxious. I start getting logical and want to verbally argue with the "dear person" to just let it go or find other ways to resolve conflict that would not include any volatile confrontation.

I think this may be the reason I would want to fly back to UAE because there I can be oblivious of these "conflicts" that plague me; conflicts that I feel helpless resolving.