haymbakkkkk!!!

emoness no more!!!

thanks so much to arhey, he let me rant my tears away last night. sometimes a girl only needs someone who will listen to her incessant ranting and she'll be fine.

and of course there was axel, who was the first to make me smile yesterday when he was trying to be funny. but it worked man, it did. i dont know exaclty what you meant when you said that.. but somehow, it came across that i was not beyond redemption, that someone was bound to redeem me, either emotionally or spiritually :D so thanks man..

and then, there's jason who was eager to counsel me this morning upon hearing the words "insecure" and "I" in the same sentence. :D it feels really wonderful, parang merong akong handy na psychologists kapag nagsi-slip na naman ako at tumatagilid ang self confidence ko.

and pammie was there to just listen and be updated. she waits patiently for me to learn my own lesson... haylabyu pam :D

at most of all, there's sherwin. hindi lang proofreader, psychologist, editor, friend kundi english teacher din.. san ka pa!? habang natataranta ako sa pagtapos ng admission essay ko e nagdedebate kami kung ano ang tamang paggamit ng apposition. hehehe.. at nasermonan pa ko, twice. he almost left me to worry about my own essay pero natiis nya pa naman ang negativism ko.. haylabyu sher sher!! i owe you big time :D



at dahil nga dun, this afternoon, hinabol ko ang application for grad school second sem sa ateneo. pagbabang pagbaba ko pa lang ng tricycle sa admission hall, e i immediately fell out of place. it was nothing extraordinary, sa unang tingin the atmosphere would almost feel like UP, pero hindi e.. kapag nakikita mo na ang mga studyante, ang mga kotse, ang mga student driven car parking, naririnig mo na ang englisan (parang di inglisera e!).. i dont know.. but it felt like i really didnt belong there..

or that would be the nerves talking. the exam is tomorrow at 8am. id have to leave home at 6, so i make sure im not late.

impernesSSSSS!!!! ang mahal ng testing fee!! akala ko 500+ lang, umabot pala ng halos 700.. deyrm!! wala na tuloy akong pera!! heheheh

yun lang.. un lang kwento ko :D

Comments

Good luck sa exams mo tomorrow! MBA ba 'yan? I have friends who are presently taking their MBAs sa At-neow...
ayzprincess said…
tsalamat GD.. hindi MBA, MA lang :D

and its not at-neow.. its arreneoww! hahahah
arhey said…
gudlaks ayz! best wishes! wahihihihi! kasal na ba ito? ahihihi jokes lang!
ayzprincess said…
hahaha.. tsalamat arhey!! tsobrang salamat.. hehehe

walang kasalan muna! lecheng heartaches yan! ahhaha :P
pampoy said…
Ayz!! Its good to know that you're okay now. Namimiss na kita :(
Anonymous said…
ako rin i missed myself..

but its nice to be back and be my old self again :p -ayz
rolly said…
maswerte ka't marami kang kaibigan ano? Good luck sa test mo sa Ateneo!
ayzprincess said…
^thanks tito..

yep, im really blessed to have my friends.. :D

and dont even remind me about ateneo.. huihuhu.. it was so hard.. huhuh
Axel said…
Tumalab pala ang korny kong joke sayo sa YM.

Basta kapag naramdaman mo uli na your beyond redemption.

"Just go to the nearest redemption booth". Because someone is bound to redeem you. Naks!

Syet! Korny talaga. Hehehe.
ayzprincess said…
hindi sya ganun ka korni sa isang taong nangangailangan ng comforting words..

salamat escort :D
Axel said…
Hehehe... Ganun ba, sige na nga next time kapag need mo ng mga comforting words babanat uli ng mga ganung linya...
womanwarrior said…
musta na nga pala, ayz? ano resulta ng exams?
ayzprincess said…
@axel.. sige sige.. pansinin mo nalang ang stat message ko lage..

@lowlah.. wala pa pong results e.. di ko nga alam kelan irerelease.. kelangan daw tumawag pa ng ateneo
hindi ka pwedeng mawalan ng pera! gigimik pa tayo! :). mag iistar city pa tayo
ayzprincess said…
hay dear!! too late..

mahirap ang buhay ng nagtratrabaho! :D
beero said…
buti naman andyan lagi ang greenies para umalalay sayo. isama mo rin sana ko. kung may prob ka, sabihin mo lang at dadagdagan ko. joke lang. hehe. gud lak sa skul!